Henry is almost 10, I can't believe how fast the time has gone. Henry's disease is slowly progressing, he is going through some major back pain and we are doing everything in our power to make him comfortable. I even pray everyday asking God to give me Henry's pain, but I guess it's not in God's plan, so I will be as patient as possible while he teaches me the lesson he wants me to learn.
The crying and the screaming wears on me mentally and I am trying really hard to stay strong. Honestly, I feel alone with all of this. My heart is broken on a daily basis watching my little man go through so much pain. I pray that God will keep me strong and I ask Mother Mary to stand by me and guide me, to be a good mother, as she was to Jesus. It's funny, when I pray, I actually feel someone putting there arm around me, assuring me that everything will be ok. I just wish I could convince my brain of this.
I don't know if anyone is reading my blog, but at least I can get these things off my chest! If anyone is ready these, I thank you from the bottom of my heart!
The crying and the screaming wears on me mentally and I am trying really hard to stay strong. Honestly, I feel alone with all of this. My heart is broken on a daily basis watching my little man go through so much pain. I pray that God will keep me strong and I ask Mother Mary to stand by me and guide me, to be a good mother, as she was to Jesus. It's funny, when I pray, I actually feel someone putting there arm around me, assuring me that everything will be ok. I just wish I could convince my brain of this.
I don't know if anyone is reading my blog, but at least I can get these things off my chest! If anyone is ready these, I thank you from the bottom of my heart!